darkness in me... (faintheartedness)

A cause in my soul
happy indeed and yet so strange
A tear behind plunge with spark
so calm however its dark

complicated paradigm may tell
what they saw
but can never predict what's with in

I can feel comfort yet unease
I can feel gladness and yet I pity
I can feel love and yet hate
I will find something and yet gone
so incongruous isn't it?
I cant tell why
because
I am naif and a wee tot
just like a period in a thousand exposition of a book

a little star gazing

I am only me...